Change is in the Air

Tomorrow starts the firstday of the rest of my life- changing. How scared I should be, I am not. It will be me and no one else at the end of the day. Will I be able to provide the best for someone else, I mean, can I really? My head whirls with thoughts of today, yesterday, tomorrow. Is it possibly that what I was told is true that I am not good enough to be a parent. I toss that to the wind and say YES, I am sure. Am I doing the right thing? Is there ever a perfect time and place for anything. Life is so short speeding out of control most of the time. The plans in my head do I buy into them or should I just not even think about it and do what I always do just go for it, embrace it, love it, relish in it. I did it before what am I so afraid of, myself, the unknown, being alone, who knows. I can do this I will be great just as I was before... ok maybe the thoughts in my head will quit whirling around at some point. I must step out of my head for at least a day, I may drive myself crazy...